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I have so much hate for myself, but it’s not even me. Who I have been for the past month hasn’t even been me. I hate this person living inside me, the person who doesn’t care about anything. The person who pushes everyone away to end up begging for someone to pay attention to her again. I hate who I’ve become. I hate that you’re not here to save me. If you were here to save me none of this would’ve happened, I would be happy. If you were here I wouldn’t be wrecking myself, but you’re so far away.. and god, I miss you so much. It burns deep down in my stomach to think about the way you lay with her. It hurts to think that you’re close to being okay and I’m still here wrecked and destroyed. I may not have made the best choices, and done the right things but I was that girl that was going to love you for the rest of your life. That is going to love you for the rest of your life. I was that girl that knew even the darkest corners of your mind and still wanted all of it. I still want all of it. Now that I’ve hit rock bottom completely, I need to change the person I’ve become. I need to get my shit together, and I just wish you were here to help me..
It’s time for me to clean myself up, and turn myself into something you want to love.

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This is the chemical formula for love:

C8H11NO2+C10H12N2O+C43H66N12O12S2
dopamine, seratonin, oxytocin.

It can be easily manufactured in a lab, but overdosing on any of them can cause schizophrenia, extreme paranoia, and insanity.

Let that sink in.

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Inbox me something you assume about me (anon or not) and I’ll let you know if you’re on point or not.

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danisaghost:

screw-wh0res:

w0nder—landd:

cats-piercings-and-libertyspikes:

cuttingdeception:

fuckingweirdocurls:

reactivating:


Close your eyes just before the crash

i did this like 10 times and it felt so relaxing lol

why is it so relaxing?

Cause you feel dead for a moment

Watching this feels so nice.
reblog everytime

reblog x1000


it’s actually terrifying how relaxing this is

preach the comment above ^

invokes:

danisaghost:

screw-wh0res:

w0nder—landd:

cats-piercings-and-libertyspikes:

cuttingdeception:

fuckingweirdocurls:

reactivating:

Close your eyes just before the crash

i did this like 10 times and it felt so relaxing lol

why is it so relaxing?

Cause you feel dead for a moment

Watching this feels so nice.

reblog everytime

reblog x1000

it’s actually terrifying how relaxing this is

preach the comment above ^

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"my baby" i say in regards to someone that is older than me and over half a fuckin foot taller than i am

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❤Lana Del Rey and Miley Cyrus blog❤
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"Always go after her. No matter how mad she seems. She loves you more than words can tell."

— {a.d.a} (via exquisite-calamity)

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"Kiss her. Slowly, take your time, there’s no place you’d rather be. Kiss her but not like you’re waiting for something else, like your hands beneath her shirt or her skirt or tangled up in her bra straps. Nothing like that. Kiss her like you’ve forgotten any other mouth that your mouth has ever touched. Kiss her with a curious childish delight. Laugh into her mouth, inhale her sighs. Kiss her until she moans. Kiss her with her face in your hands. Or your hands in her hair. Or pulling her closer at the waist. Kiss her like you want to take her dancing. Like you want to spin her into an open arena and watch her look at you like you’re the brightest thing she’s ever seen. Kiss her like she’s the brightest thing you’ve ever seen. Take your time. Kiss her like the first and only piece of chocolate you’re ever going to taste. Kiss her until she forgets how to count. Kiss her stupid. Kiss her silent. Come away, ask her what 2+2 is and listen to her say your name in answer."

— Azra.T “this is how you keep her” (via fathomage)

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"Love says: I’ve seen the ugly parts of you, and I’m staying."

— Matt Chandler (via iloveyoursoul)

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